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Why this exists

There were many mornings when I'd wake up with prayer on my heart but no words in my mouth. I'd feel the weight, the stirring, the urgency to cry out to Jehovah — but I didn't know how to start. I wanted to speak, to intercede, to pour out, but I sat in silence. Just meditating on the Word. Listening. Pondering. Waiting.

And yet, something sacred would happen. In public moments, when someone asked me to pray, it was like a switch flipped. The words would come — not rehearsed, not planned, but poured out like oil. The anointing would rise, and I'd speak what needed to be spoken. But then I'd return to my secret place, and silence would meet me again.

I've been a believer since 1992. Prayer has always drawn me, always called me — even before I fully understood the weight of intercession. But the way I pray has changed. I used to pray scripture verbatim, pray boldly and aloud. These days, my prayers are more often quiet. Internal. A deep groaning. A silent worship. A meditative trust in Yeshua.

That's where this began.

I never imagined writing a book. I never imagined building an app. I'd encouraged others to write, but for me, it was the furthest thing from my mind. Jehovah saw something different. He wasn't looking at my capability — He was looking at my availability.

What started as a sacred wrestling became a book: When I Don't Know What to Pray — A Testament of Trust, Surrender, and Spirit-Led Prayer, Volume One. And what started as a book became something larger — a digital fellowship for everyone who's ever sat in silence and hoped Jehovah heard what their heart was whispering.

When I Don't Know What to Pray isn't just a title.
It's my story.
And now, it's yours too.

— Billy B.